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Louis Elneus
Founder of HLD
Richard Jeanty
Author & Entrepreneur
Leslie Demangles
Author & College Professor
Danielle Legros-George
Haitian Poet & Autor
Margaret
Papillon
Haitian Author
Myrtelle Cherry
Haitian Artist & Painter
Carole B. Joseph
Mass Bay Community College President
Gashford Guillaume
Mozayik Drummer
Pascale Auguste
Haitian Association Against Cancer
Andy Jacques
Haitian Fashion Designer
Phillip J. Brutus
State Representative
Yvecar Momperousse
Haitian Student Alliance
The
Maroons
Haitian Writers & Poets
Evans Thesee
Founder HaitianConnection.com
Abdias Charles
Founder of Repair Haiti.org
Mecca AKA Grimo
Haitian Hip Hop Artist & Activist
Fania Simon
Writer, Lecturer & Activist
Nadege Fleurimond
Owner of Fleurimond Catering
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Fania Simon, a writer, lecturer, and an activist,
was born and raised in Haiti until the age of nine. She's the author of Sofi's Load and Poetry in Haiti.
She moved to New Jersey in the early 1980's when her parents sent her to live with a very influential
African American Baptist Preacher. The move shocked young Fania on many different levels but the
cultural shock made it all seem unbearable. "It seemed like, one minute I was in Haiti and the
next minute I was in New Jersey. I was dwelling or hiding among strangers. We looked alike but
we did not speak the same language," she added.
Her foster parents and her real father, an influential
Bishop, met while visiting Haiti as a missionary. From that point on they became friends and would
visit each other every time one of them was visiting either Haiti or the States. Initially, they
were not the ones whom Fania was supposed to live with, but the white couple (Missionary) from Ohio,
whom she was going to live with, changed their mind at the last minute. However, as arranged, Fania
left Haiti and continued on with what would later become a very tumultuous journey.
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Blake Seide: Fania, tell us, what was your childhood like?
Fania Simon: Fania Simon: Well, I did not have an enjoyable
childhood. I don't have many pleasant memories to chare. However, there were very few pleasurable things that happened
that still make me crave the flavor of a "normal childhood." For example: I used to play soccer with my older brother
and his friends. I used to build mud houses and climb trees. I used to make kites and fly them in the wind.
BS: Let's talk about your foster parents, how receptive were they
when you first moved into their home?
FS: At the beginning my foster family was extremely nice to me.
They were happy to have me in their home. For many other reasons, they felt proud to have me there (Explanation in
upcoming book Sofi's Load 2 )
BS: Do you think they pre-judged you?
FS: Yes. I think my foster parents pre-judged me because they assumed that I needed their help only because " Haiti is a poor
country" and that they were doing my father a favor by allowing me into their home to get some "good American education."
but that was far from my situation. My foster parents had no clue why God sent me to them. Well, I gave them that answer
20 years later. I respectfully delivered my book, Sofi's Load to their door. I lived in their home for years but they did
not know I was carrying such a heavy load.
BS: Do you stay in contact with your foster parents?
FS: My foster mother called and asked to see me before they retired to the South. I met with them. It was a pleasant meeting.
I was happy to see them.
BS: What is your Educational background?
FS: My education is infinite. I am constantly in school.from elementary in Haiti and in New Jersey to High school in Hillside,
New Jersey to College in New York , but my true "instruction" come from the school of LIFE . Life is the institution where
I get what I merit.
BS: What long and winding road led you to your current position?
FS: The
long winding road that led me to my current position
is "The Road of Life."
[Thinking] Yes. That is the best way I can describe
it: Sometimes I turn back the clock (in my mind)
to my "yester-years" and I begin to count the rocky
roads I've traveled... I smile as I gather my memory
stones.
Here's a sketch.
[Thinking] Like the time
I craved my parents love
Like the time I begged
for my sister's smile
Like the time he violently
danced on me
Like the time I became a zombie
Like the time I was mute
Like the time I died.
Like the
time I crossed the ocean
Like the time I dwelled
among strangers
Like the time they called me "Alien"
Like the time they jumped me
Like the time I met
the rotten apple Like the time the bullet met my
flesh Like the time I tried suicide Like the time
I met death in front of that train Like the time
the car in the snow boxed me Like the time racism
took my job
Like the time I slept hungry Like the
time I woke up hungry Like the time they promised
to feed me Like the time they planned to used me
Like the time my throat was thirsty Like the time
my spirit got weary Like the time I was alone and
lonely Like the time my Christian landlord got nasty
Like the time I became homeless and dirty
Like the time my new cousin appeared Like the time my new
cousin stabbed me Like the time she left with my
money Like the time she stained my name Like the
time they thought they won Like the time she took
my picture Like the time she gave it to Mr. Hougan
Like the time they tried to trap me Like the time
Mr. Hougan apologized to me
Like the time I identifies
my fake friends Like the time I wrote that drowning
song Like the time their paycheck bounced Like the
time they called me their concubine Like the time
they feted and never invited me Like the time they
gathered against me Like the time I stood alone
Like the time I believed their lies
Like the time
I had doubts Like the time I thought they would
win
Like the time I met black discrimination Like
the time teachers turned their back Like the time
they laughed at my birthright Like the time that
institution refused to uplift me Like the time I
veiled my pride Like the time he confessed not to
love me Like the time he disappeared Like Like the time
they cried a river Like the time I died
Like the
time I met E.T Like the time I hoped he would save
me Like the time it rained inside of me Like the
time I died
As I analyze my traveling life I remember
meeting disappointment and strife Like a dead person,
I was trapped under earth's own steam In Darkness,
I was dwelling
but there was something else Something
mystical and selfless It cheered me on And I pressed
on And I pressed on I ironed the wrinkles of my
life And I pressed on Until I was resurrected
And
now I am happy Happy and free For "Whomever He sets
free is Free INDEED!"
This is the road that
led me here
Continue with Fania's interview...
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